You know… I never thought I would say this…

I’m studying religion. In the past week I have read about HareKrishna and Judaism. Their views on females are so disturbing and disgusting (Hare Krisha have greatly improved themselves, I have to give them that) that I don’t know what to do with myself. Females are considered dirtier, more stupid than men, and totally unintelligent. They are also called lust-filled creatures. If a man falls down from greace because of dirty thoughts, it is the woman’s fault and the males MUST be protected from the evil female vibes.

But I ask this, if a man can’t look at a woman without getting dirty thoughts and compromising his spirituality, doesn’t that make THE MAN a horndog?! How can the women be the dirty ones when it is the male who walk around with a stiffy?

Also, in Judaism, since males sexual lusts are greater than the females, a woman is more heavily punished (by God I suppose) if she refuses her husband sex, than a man who does the same to his wife. We wouldn't want the man to be forced to rent a prostitute now would we? The wife should know to keep him happy and content.

I find all they say about women so disgusting that the entire male population disturbs me. I know, KNOW, you can’t be like that. Not all men are the same, I know. But it’s damn difficult not to think they are.

Sometimes I wonder if the answer is to just become a lesbian. Unfortunately, I just don’t find myself drawn to women… lives unfair that way I guess…

It’s official. There must be something wrong with my head. I’ve begun to watch the original episodes of Star Trek (should’ve given me a warning right there!) and I find myself thinking SPOK is Handsome???!!!???

What the Fuck???

Give me a brain scan. Right here. Right now!

If the dragon is always hungry, why doesn’t he eat the princess? Why does he keep her in that tower until old age and leathery joints ruins the taste of her? Why is there never a prince in that tower? Are only females eatable, or is the dragon race full if sexists?

Are dragon male-haters, just like my mother? Is my mother, in fact, a dragon? o_O¨¨

Sigh!

I feel so tired. Not only do I have to way an hour for my train to arrive due to mechanical problems, my batteries are dying and I can’t recharge my laptop. XC They have a contact, but it seems to lack any sort of… electricity. The bastards… Now they are changing the “locomotive” (yeah yeah, that’s probably not what we call it now a days, but hey, this ain’t my first language so I can call it what the heck I want! Moa ha ha ha haaa. Snort.) and we are standing still, still, still. I might have to kill my neghbore. Because. You know. I’m bored…

Good bye batteries. You will be missed. Sayonara. Aufwiedersen. Good bye. Adjö. And so on and so forth with my misspelled farewells…

Did I mention SIGH????

Sigh…

Okay, so I’m off to see the wizard, in Italy XD

We have almost suffered a flat tire, my passport expired 15 months ago, the payment of the tickets didn’t go through and I’ve not even had two hours of sleep. It’s soon four o’clock in the morning and I’m feeling fresh. (Hear the sarcasm!)

Wish me luck, I’m gonna need it