You know… I never thought I would say this…

I’m studying religion. In the past week I have read about HareKrishna and Judaism. Their views on females are so disturbing and disgusting (Hare Krisha have greatly improved themselves, I have to give them that) that I don’t know what to do with myself. Females are considered dirtier, more stupid than men, and totally unintelligent. They are also called lust-filled creatures. If a man falls down from greace because of dirty thoughts, it is the woman’s fault and the males MUST be protected from the evil female vibes.

But I ask this, if a man can’t look at a woman without getting dirty thoughts and compromising his spirituality, doesn’t that make THE MAN a horndog?! How can the women be the dirty ones when it is the male who walk around with a stiffy?

Also, in Judaism, since males sexual lusts are greater than the females, a woman is more heavily punished (by God I suppose) if she refuses her husband sex, than a man who does the same to his wife. We wouldn't want the man to be forced to rent a prostitute now would we? The wife should know to keep him happy and content.

I find all they say about women so disgusting that the entire male population disturbs me. I know, KNOW, you can’t be like that. Not all men are the same, I know. But it’s damn difficult not to think they are.

Sometimes I wonder if the answer is to just become a lesbian. Unfortunately, I just don’t find myself drawn to women… lives unfair that way I guess…